what?

ok, so maybe something happened saturday. i'm not saying i regret it; actually, i kinda liked it. but, don't tell anyone.
and that's where it all starts.

so maybe becomes definitely; like twisted to damn, that was hot. and don't tell everyone

i wish it could all go away, but then school would be so boring, everything would be quick and easy, and maybe even painless. but what would i learn without pain? so, as i ache, cause emotion is something i can't handle well -- you know that. so, as i ache, i wonder.

it's the all-too familiar question: should i stay or go?

i'd like to, for once, hear it come out of his mouth instead of just waiting, and not make a move. cause last time that happened, it didn't turn out well, i remember too clearly.