update

sorry to have been inactive for a couple days. i'm racking my brain right now for an excuse, but i honestly don't have one. so for an update, i saw twilight the night it was was released, yes that click-flick. and actually, i thought it was pretty good. although, i took travis, who had not read the book yet. and i saw it through his point of view; twilight is only good for those who have read the book, because i was able to piece the missing parts together. it was a little messy and missing some key values. yeah yeah, everyone's a critic, i get it.

another sci-fi, fantasy bound movie i watched lately is blood and chocolate. i really like this one. it's about a werewolf girl who falls for a human guy (naturally). and shit happens, but the plot's really nice. go rent it.

tomorrow is thanksgiving. i want to say my thanks in advance. i'm thankful for... being such a perfectionist. i notice lately that i really strive for some things and it's paid off. also, i have a pretty good social status; i'm thankful for that. don't understand how that fell into my lap.

i have a handful on my plate tomorrow. i have to juggle eating lunch and dinner with the family, and see role models with ryan. i feel terrible, but i think i have to ditch ryan. now before you go making assumptions, i just don't want to cause ryan any more grief. he's been puppy-dog-eyeing this girl named justic -- tall, pretty, light red-head, totally. out. of. his. league. no, wait. they dated once. but anyway, she's his new flutter, but everyone knows she's having a little love affair with her childhood friend from missouri, who's going to move back soon (so, she practically shit her pants in mass hysteria). i'm sure ryan knows the sketchy details, but he's obviously playing it cool. being dumped by heather, then theoretically rejected by justice? ouch.

so you see where i'm coming from now?
i've always been the cushion, someone to break someone else's fall.